Friday, October 06, 2006

Thank-you !!!

"Thank you" somehow seems so inadequate for your outpouring of love----Mandy, Connie, Tammie,Mikki, Gillian, H, HB,Mike , and Dad-
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I thought the mere act of venting would bring relief, and it did to a point-- I thought there was nothing you could say or do that could quench the pain--- I was wrong--------

Aussie will be coming soon for the weekend, so I will probably not get a chance to blog---but know that your words have touched my heart very deeply, and I realize now how much I needed you all to quench the fire ---- and so the volcano ---- though still in a state of perpetual activity, will lie dormant, until the next stirring----

The days that you can see coming, birthdays, deathdays, mother's days, etc---- are never as bad as you anticipate--- because you fortify yourself and brace for the storm---- it's the unexpected typhoons that wreak havoc----- Love to you all !!!

Belated thankyou to Cheryl,Marsha, and Diane---- the continuous cycle of rewind, replay has stopped playing in my mind------ and on this Thanksgiving weekend, I give thanks to God for all of you---- and the gifts of Grandchildren!!!

5 Comments:

Blogger Tuffysmom said...

It's good that you were able to vent and get that out. Always remember Nannan...that you are not alone. I do love you Sis...very much...and your wonderful kids.

October 06, 2006 4:59 PM  
Blogger Gillian said...

THANKS is not needed, but nice to hear all the same... it's so fun how blog opens all of ours hearts sometimes to receive blessing and sometimes to give blessings at the most odd and unexpected times.... It feels good to know that your heart is full not of self- doubt but of love again, love for your self- and all of the people around you who care and hurt when you feel pain!

We love you SOOOOOOO much! Be free with your rants, it is helping all of us to grow closer and to know each other soooo much better!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING to you and your fam!!!
G.

October 07, 2006 4:12 AM  
Blogger H said...

darling Nan. hugs always. love always.

thank you for sharing and trusting us with your most painful and private thoughts.

October 07, 2006 11:58 AM  
Blogger kicking-and-singing said...

*hugs* no need for thanks but you are welcome all the same...
I hope Thanksgiving is a good one for one and all, give my best to Mema and everyone else.

October 07, 2006 4:36 PM  
Blogger Mandy said...

Ditto to what everyone else said , Thanks is not needed - We all love you .Its always good to rant and I am glad that we could make you feel better

October 07, 2006 8:33 PM  

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